sleep deprived and rotting on the inside. my heart is black and my soul is old. don't tell me to smile.
why is it all or nothing?
why can’t we go back to how it was?
what did I do?
what’s wrong with me?
is it because I’m so sad?
please don’t do this, please
I’m so mad at you, this hurts too much
don’t feel bad, I still want you to smile
why, why, why, why?